The story starts with an end
The true shape of the circle
made of his final word
concludes it – and
completed my task today with an inner smile
the image of You and I –
A secret now
in the heart of You and I.
He worded that one sentence
– the Key
as a poetic response to our secret conversation from other worlds
and made it hearable here
through a lover’s mouth
before the farewell of the
where we embraced
our bodies fully by togetherness in this short but essential period
for the teaching
to be received and delivered
which also prescribed its test afterwards during which he disappeared and I know he wouldn’t have appeared if I have failed the test :
by not understanding the test being a test
because here once you know you shall never fail knowingly.
There is not any wasted time in action (and “no action” is also action )
when you know only the experience is what counts
when you know all experience is for one divine purpose
and act accordingly
there is nothing much to be done in reality
Whatever happens and does not happen
is the same when once painted by thoughts and words governing the senses.
You should be attentive to that – not to be attached and diverted from your divine path -or the truth of the self.
All is known already
once you choose to be the knower
which is a choiceless choice.
The purpose you came here for …
Actualize that purpose
by action and knowledge
for this great love
You can’t now loose it for one moment anymore and let yourself be carried away by another wave.
Waves are there and will be
that’s the nature of the manifestation in your perception.
so cherish that as the gift of the experient then you have become it:
all at once
the wave , the experient, the tide
as the one
as the only one
The enjoyer of all
As should be!
Nothing as outside of you
apart from you
but within you
this whole universe.
I have met him after such a heat wave at the door of a cafe across the palace designed to be a crown on his head.
I had a glass of water for the great view and he said I am also going to the temple for flowers
Can I please walk with you
so we walked together first to
where I have already been
then again to
where I have already been-
for … viewing peace side by side
This was an old haveli
the secret one – in the middle of the churning city-
wherein I wanted to be just
to just be
for its silence
and he preyed
He knew how to prey
I smiled to a devotion pulpating the eyes by the gulping of words and looked at him
His youth or an act or …
Looked to see whence the body while such a face . Was it for me?
or for the God or for himself?
Later I understood these 3 were the same
so a yes to all!
and there was more to it
He only knew the God that he preyed to
was himself only when I didn’t know that he knew
so we were connected by such a strange link As an instrument
so that things greater than our bodies and minds could function as they should
although I could conceptualize all these through my underestimated devotion
I experienced this truely only after finding out I too was standing there beside him as an unseperable part
Same as him.
so we have met to solve a mutual issue
Maybe you know teachings that give it an appropriate name?
But what is a word?
On my 3rd day before we made our story true and drove through
the night to dance our dance – (He was a dancer)
we met at the stairway of the temple which we both have seen only from the moon.
A dog which I thought I almost knew was leading us
to your abode of light and knowledge
There he prayed again
For me For himself and for the God
Without any second thoughts I followed him at my best
who this inner teacher is
I bowed to his thanks
with a thanks
The gesture was a formula
Not for the sake of our perishable shells –
but by means of…
for allowing me to tell the teaching
A teaching that became the stairs of the temple and made us climb while at times he stopped to kiss me
I did not really appreciate
on the path of meditation
but then again
It came in small doses like a big joy after pain to my doubting mind.
He was silenced after the visit
walking down hand in hand.
In full confidence
having no expectation
what converted to a prayer.
We have set the sun together that day
Because of his wish
heard by the Sun
Do make it true for him if his wish is true
I also preyed for him
A true wish is what should be experienced for the glory of you two
O the Moon and the Sun
without words by two of us
We shall perform it for you.
O venerable teacher
do make such wish of love true only if it is for the glory of you
Because You are for all
And with the manifestation of the shape of my desire in a tale of golden deserts and blue flowers I dived towards the night
in full speed with him.
Only then I received the key:
It could come true if I would turn to
the light of the wind of the night with him
because he wanted this to happen so much so that A flame hidden in the heart could be lit by us
We became the wind that made shapes from this light in a multiverse hiding the true total shape of a crown (hiding from those eyes who cannot see the obvious because of identification with unfulfilled desires nursing themselves by temporary enjoyments through screens)
And Everything happened as it should be.